Friday, December 31, 2010

DOMOKUN :)


DOMOKUN ! DOMOKUN ! DOMOKUN ! DOMOKUN ! DOMOKUN <3


Wednesday, December 29, 2010

BUDAK COMEEL =) ♥ HEEEE XDDDD

BUDAK COMEEL =) 


HELLO :) ! Meet my best friend ever after XDD ! Nama kawan baik saya ni AMRI ZAIDIN . Umo dia 16 taon :) ! Dia dok kat PENANG ! Taon depan dia stay kat asrama . tapi dia ckp dia xnak mas0k asrama sebab dia TAK SUKA sebab TAKOT HANTU ! AHAHAHAHAHA :P . APALAH AMRI NI .. hurm , saya ni cakap orang padahal diri sendiri takot XDDDD ! Bagi saya dia memang baik and friendly ^^ . Dia tak s0mbong . MEMANG BAIK PUNYA LAH XDDDD ! 

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Rumah KECOH * !


Hello,apa khabar semua orang ? :DD
rindu siot ngn blog aku . hahaha :B
aku nak kongsi sikit pasal kat umah aku ni ..


setiap hari rumah kecoh untuk sementara sahaja sebab kak aku balik sini ngn anak dia .. Rumah aku kecoh gilaa kowwt .. kalau boleh rumah ni nak pecah tembelang macam kapal titanic . . . ! tapi kadangkala sakit aty gak ngn anak buah sebab KEKECOHAN !
Kadang-kadang best gak kalau dia org kecoh .. bukannya selalu pon ... hehehe ! BEST gila kowwt kalau ada anak buah . x RUGI ! RUGI BESAR kalau korang xde anak buah ! Sebab SYOK , kalau xde bende nak buat kacau anak buah sampai menangis , main kejar-kejar ngn anak buah,buli anak buah and macam-macam lah . >.< ! SYOK . 

masa 4:20 petang . tarikh 23 october 2010 . mummy,kak lina,kak nadia and aiman pergi MYDIN . beli barang untuk esok , birthday kak aku .. SAMBUT KAT RUMAH JE . BEST PE !! :P harap-harap esok meriah and happy and bergembira bersama-sama kawan-kawan kak aku , kawan aku and aunty-aunty aku and saudara-mara :) ! HAPPY !! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY ! <3 

masa 4:30 . tarikh 23 october 2010 . aku jaga dua orang anak buah ku yang sedang tidor .EHEEEEE ! irfan and irshad dah tido tadi . afi mengacau aku main laptop . habis laptop d pukol-pukol oleh nya .. adooiyy .. HAMPEEK !! XO ! 


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER O'NEIL :) !
I hope you enjoy your life and happy always . Tomorrow is your birthday and you'll be happy : ) 

okaay. sampai sini je aku type-ing blogger aku ni .. PENAT ! hehehe .  . . nak online :) malam nanti nak text-ing ngn kawaan :DD ! dia baek sgt-sgt : ) ! Sukaa . BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA B: byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :R ! see u again in HELL YA :DD ! 

Saturday, October 2, 2010

;)

Love You Very Much :)

Kebabooommm, love you very much..



Justin Bieber is MINE ;)


HAHA ! :)
I Love The Way You Are Justin Bieber ;)

BOOM :)



Love You Baby ;) 

Justin Bieber !!

GRR! Justin Bieber is Hotter than my friends ;)
Love Justin Muchhhh

♥ ! the way justin bieber dance ... (:

i know that justin bieber got many fans :D
as my friends ! crazy on justin bieber because justin is Handsommeee :O
Yeah, AWEEESOOMMEEEE ...
DOODDLES MEE :D 
BOOM ! Justin Bieber is Hotttt :)

Everyone Hates Me :'(


Everyone dislikes me in this site, i think all you guys are cool, but a lil crazy minded, but it's cool. Everytime i post something, you guys find something wrong, the last 3 times i've posted, i didn't get my help. but i did get some replies: "you did blah wrong.blah blah". And about this not my post not being about perl, i've seen lots of nodes not about perl, come you guys are the mastes, you know everything, so i can ask here anything related to computers, come on. I don't do drugs, i hate them. I just say what i think, and i don't think that's bad. I am a good kid dammit. I like the Ramones. I'm punk. I like you guys, i think this site's a masterpiece. I can keep writin whatever comes to my mind. but i won't cause you guys will get piseed. alright that's all. i just felt like i needed to say something. I am a smart Bastard(i am, really)

I Am the master... and you suck. Ohh yeah, be punk, it kicks ass!.
later kids.. 

Guys, I was dumb back then, I'm sorry about all those dumb nodes,(I still have the lil poem, but i'm not gonna make it public), anyway, i was imature, and i hope all of you forgive me. You're all awesome. I am now crying. bye, and thanks.

Love You !


I'm  with you Justin Bieber .. Even though i don't know you and never meet you again :)
Boooo ! Muahxx XD 

Never Say Never :)

See I never thought that I could walk through fire.
I never thought that I could take the burn.
I never had the strength to take it higher,
Until I reached the point of no return.

And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
It's my destiny.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up up up,
And never say never.

I never thought I could feel this power.
I never thought that I could feel this free.
I'm strong enough to climb the highest tower.
And I'm fast enough to run across the sea.

And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
Cause this is my destiny.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.

Here we go!
Guess who?
JSmith and Jb!
I gotcha lil bro.
Hold up, aight?
I can handle him.

Now he's bigger than me,
Taller than me.
And he's older than me,
And stronger than me.
And his arms a little bit longer than me.
But he ain't on a JB song with me!

I be trying a chill
They be trying to side with the thrill.
No pun intended, was raised by the power of Will.

Like Luke with the force, when push comes to shove.
Like Cobe with the 4th, ice water with blood.

I gotta be the best, and yes
We're the flyest.
Like David and Goliath,
I conquered the giant.
So now I got the world in my hand,
I was born from two stars
So the moon's where I land.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.

Back To Earth :')


I never thought that it be easy
Cause we both so distance now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we're wondering how
No one has a solid answer
But just walking in the dark
And you can see the look on my face
It just tells me apart

So we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)
And we cry (and cry and cry and cry)
And we live (and we live) and we learn (and we learn)
And we try and try and try and try

So its up to to you and its up to me
That we meet in our middle way
On our way back down to earth
Down to earth down to earth
On our way back down to earth
(back down to earth - repeat)

Mommy you'll always and somewhere
And daddy I live outta down
So tell me how could I ever be normal somehow
You tell me this is for the best
So tell me why am I in tears
So far away and now I just need you here

So we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)
And we cry (and cry and cry and cry)
And we live (and we live) and we learn (and we learn)
And we try and try and try and try

So its up to to you and its up to me
That we meet in our middle way
On our way back down to earth
Down to earth down to earth
On our way back down to earth
(back down to earth - repeat)

We fell so far away from where we used to be
Now we're standing and were do we go
When there's no road to get to your heart
Let's start over again

So its up to to you and its up to me
That we meet in our middle way
On our way back down to earth
Down to earth down to earth
On our way back down to earth
(back down to earth - repeat)

I never thought that it be easy
Cause we both so distance now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we're wondering how.

Black Dress :)



Sometimes I am caught unawares
As you pass and steal my breath
I find my vision trapped
By your visage which enraptures me
The memory gives me a shiver
My senses are alive and wild
your smell has awakened my heart
seeing you captures my mind
The hope of your caress fills my chest
It’s sensual and carnal, deep & eternal
Words fail to explain what the soul feels
My body tingles and pulses
But there is a weight as well
To free the chains that bind
A sacrifice of self was made
And Pain Abounds
Yet there is no regret
No voice of Doubt or mistake
To gain happiness for another
Is worth the internal strife
The hands are not mine that hold you
Nor my lips that you kiss
Our intimate embrace dismissed
But I’ve done the right thing
No matter the personal cost
Ultimate happiness
There is no greater gift
No realization more deep
That for all the love given
It was incomplete
Yet malice was not the aim
Nor a loss of love the reward
True freedom
The one thing not given before
And strength to endure the challenges
A lonely place for one
And empowering another
But isn’t that what you do for love
And still seeing you,
A boon not wished soon lost
Dressed like once long ago
My heart flutters
My face grows flush
As I swoon
Life has no right
And too many wrongs
Joys far to short
With pain all to long.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Love My Bestfriend Forever :)


Sometimes in life,
you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.

Monday, September 27, 2010

Above the Bright Blue Sky :)


There's a Friend for little children
Above the bright blue sky,
A Friend who never changes
Whose love will never die;
Our earthly friends may fail us,
And change with changing years,
This Friend is always worthy
Of that dear name he bears.
There's a home for little children
Above the bright blue sky,
Where Jesus reigns in glory,
A home of peace and joy;
No home on earth is like it,
Nor can with it compare;
And everyone is happy,
Nor could be happier there.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Happy Birthday To ME :)


When I heard the sound of the siren, 
And listened as it faded into the distance, 
I knew then... this could be a good day! 

When I read the entire obituary column, 
And could not find my name listed in it, 
I knew then... this could be a good day! 

When I answered the call from the IRS, 
And they informed me of a coming refund, 
I knew then... this could be a good day! 

When I opened the sweet card from you
And read, “Wishing you a Happy Birthday, ”
I knew then... I was going to have a great day! 

SOMETIMES:'(


I sometimes wonder “what was the greatest choice of all my life? ”
I sometimes know without a doubt it was making you my wife
I sometimes sit up late at night just staring into space
I sometimes think the way I treat my families a disgrace
I sometimes go to bed thinking I can be a better man
I sometimes realise words are just the beginning of that plan
I sometimes wake up thinking “today, I will seize the day”
I sometimes make it last until I say something I shouldn’t say
I sometimes find it easier to say something nasty when we fight
I sometimes hear you say I enjoy that, it scares me that you’re right
I sometimes think how life would be if we were never meant to be
I sometimes think you’d be happier if you weren’t stuck with me
I sometimes dream I’m a perfect dad and husband, I think you know it’s true
I sometimes just don’t see the things around the house that you wanted me to do
I sometimes wish I’d thought of them without you having to tell me too
I sometimes know I’ll love you until the very end of time, 
That last sometimes should read Always but I couldn’t make it rhyme. 

I still LOVE him :)


she asks me why.
why did i do something i'd regret?
why did i let go of something i know i cant live without?
and i just stare back. i don't know.
maybe it was the right thing to do.

maybe.

she laughs at me, she calls me a fool.
look at you now.
can you take it?
i shake my head, no, i can't.
yet, i had to,
it was the right thing to do. maybe.

she nods. yes, you're crazy.
you need him dont you?
you cant bear to part with him, yet you did.
i smiled at myself. of course i need him.
of course i do.
my life crumbled down, i just couldnt break his too.
that would be selfish, and that's wrong.
so i did what i did.
maybe it was the right thing to do.

she sighs. what now?
you've washed your hands of him, yet you watch,
your eyes still search for him and you long to hear his voice again.
what now?
i looked away. yes, it's true.
shameful as it was, i stalk him.
maybe stalk is too weak a word.
i still need him but no, i cant do that.
i'll just fade from his life. silently, like a dying flame.

his life should be perfect. he deserves it.
and i'd do anything to keep him happy,
because.
i loved him, still love him, and i guess,
i'll always love him..


BLACK BIRD,MY BLACK BIRD :)





I once met a girl out chasing the rain
Skipping through puddles in blissful refrain
No rules seen, but the way she was grinning
I knew straight off she must have been winning

Her glasses fogged up, her smile full of teeth
And yellow boots like her soul underneath
A bright buttercup shade warm as the sun
Placed a smile on my face where once was none

Raven hair and eyes set on pallid skin
With freckled cheeks and a feminine chin
The little blackbird called to me and said
'Take off your hood, and let it hit your head! '

At once obliged, I removed my raincoat
And joined her in splashing through her small moat
Soaked to the bone after an hour or two
We shuffled inside for some tea and stew

A romp in the rain and a shared soup bowl
Then I bid adieu to her eyes of coal
Blackbird, my blackbird, never again seen
But I think of you often when the skies aren't so serene..

Sexy, sexy, sexy :)



 yes darling
i want u
yes my dear
i really see the beauty in u
i love your body
your graceful walk
your subtle curves
yes sweetheart
i want u
i need u
i gotta have you
in my arms
in my bed
romancing
dancing
sexing me
yes gorgeous
i love everything
your smile
your dreams
the way you touch me
the way you love me
the way you kiss me
yes sexy
i’m yours
i’m hungry
i’m passionate
i’m thinking only of u
yes beautiful
yes dear
yes honey
yes baby
i’m yours
forever
until the end of time
 

Friday, September 24, 2010

ALONE SO ALONE ! :/





 I hang my head in my burning palms,
tears sting against my soul, searching
for the calm. Heartaches like never
before, broken, so lonely and torn.

Never to see the light, no tunnel to
be seen, sitting here alone, within my
silent screams. No hand to reach for, no
one to hold me close, I have never
felt so alone.

No one to pull me to safety, no one to
turn to, just broken hearted, searching
for life anew. No embrace, just tears
that fall down my face.

No guarantees on life or love, nothing
but dark clouds linger above. The world
tightens her grip with every breath I take,
making the next step impossible to take.

Alone in a world, the void is here, taking
over my being, taking my life, but in this
void I lose the strife. Haunting thoughts
consume me, just looking through these
tears, just wanting to be free.
 

NATURE LIFEE :)



Nature is beautiful
nature is fun
love it or hate it
nature is something to love
nature is god's gift to us
Nature

Nature we love
wate and feed nature
Nature water's and feed's us
god gave us nature
we cant live with out it
nature makes us

i know nature
Nature is beautiful
Nature is about the earth
nature has flower; s and weed's
weed's or flower's nature is us
NATURE
 

I DON'T NEED YOU ANYMORE .




 Please don't tell me what you think you know
Because I know you don't
And I think you should go
Don't you dare tell me what is right from wrong
I already know
So I don't need you anymore

I walked through hell with my head held high
And you weren't there
You just stood on by
I looked the devil in his blood shot eyes
You were too scared
And I got by

Where are you when I need you the most?
'I'll be on my way.'
But you never show
So don't tell me what you think you know
You don't know best
And I think that
You should go 

I LOST MY FRIENDS !


Last night a suppressed sob filled my bed room, 
I got up and delved into the gloom, 

Huddled together in a desolate corner, 
Were my beloved friends from my land and across the shore, 

They looked distraught and forlorn, 
Apparently grieving over the era bygone, 

I knew they had seen better days, 
They had endeared us all in many ways

They had adorned our walls and rooms by their presence with grace, 

They were a part of our family since good old days, 

To the young and old, they were companions and treasure of their secrets, 

To sad hearts and souls in solitude, 
They were calm companions , 
Who would patiently counsel, cajole and hold hands

But today, years of loneliness had taken its toll, 
I could see tears from their eyes ceaselessly roll

They used to be shared with pride, 
Discussed at length during a long train ride, 

Sprawling on my bed and staying awake till wee hours of morning, 
They had shared many moments of my life and swayed in the swing, 

They remembered their long journeys from lands yonder, 
And entering our homes welcoming them -so eager, 

Hidden in their pages were soft messages exchanged between romantic souls, 
Disguised as 'notes' blooming into tender flowers

Dry petals of preserved flowers between pages tell a nostalgic tale
Of exchanged books and feelings a fragrance they exhale, 

They hold between their pages many epic battles, 
Told with great exuberance by authors and poets of repute, 

They hold lovely canvas of colourful nature and literary arts, 
And lifelike imagery of Scotland Alps, 
Of Kashmir and Himalayas

They have inscribed on their pages, 
The voice of Shelley, Byron and Kalidas, 


Pictures from children 's story book often wonder, 
Kids in the house do not take them out to their friends any more

They do not sit on the bicycle carrier with pride and go out, 
To be taken to the college by master, a scholar of great repute

The pages have now turned yellow, 
Years of disuse has withered away the once decorative cover, what a sorrow! 

Moth eaten leaves have made their heart weak
But they wonder with whom do they speak, 

Across a few steps a computer screen emits its demonly blue light, 
We know it has a lot of might, 

He has brought us to this state, 
Alas! Times have changed, no one likes the leisurely pace, 

How I wish they knew the warmth of a book and its caring grace, 
Give me a little time and some space